The blue mountain
December 5, 2007That’s how I opened the story I wrote for the Philippine Business for Social Progress (PBSP) and if it sounded ominous, I meant it that way.
The hike to Kansad Gadung was difficult. The habal-habal only takes you to the first barangay and oddly enough, we were greeted by the barangay chair who was sitting, zen-like, in a small thatched hut without walls along the road.
That was to be our last conversation with another human being for another six hours.
The next hours were pure hell. We trudged the path that rolled drunkenly along seven hills as the sun tried to pound us into submission. With each step, I could nearly feel the sun’s rays getting heavier.
My Teduray guide, Romeo Saliga, told me that it’s not uncommon for the Tedurays to go home nearly blind in the dark, preferring the shadowed roads to the merciless sun. I could only think: “Yeah, right! Now he tells me.”
This distance has also developed in the Tedurays a twisted sense of humor. A curious klakafan or traveler asking how far Kansad Gadung is would get the curt reply: “Walking distance lang.”
“But it’s really walking distance because you have to walk all the way. How can you refute that?” Saliga laughed.
He could afford to mock. Saliga, after all, was no ordinary guide. He is the project coordinator of the
A growing number of Teduray children migrate to the city to work as trisikad driver, laborers, househelp, construction workers, and waitresses
Because of assimilation and the lure of the life in the city, Saliga said, more and more Teduray children are becoming ashamed of who they are. In extreme cases, some Tedurays who met success in the city even disown their tribe. . Of course, this is a problem that besets not only the Tedurays but other indigenous peoples as well.
The tribe used to dominate the 21 ethno-linguistic groups in Central Mindanao, but due to the devolvement of the
Although the Teduray belong to one tribal group, they differ in dialect intonation, rituals, dress and color identities, depending on where they are located.
After passing seven hills, two ghost communities, a big-ass river, endless fields of cogon grasses and a stream with the most delicious water I’ve ever tasted in my life, we finally reached Kansad Gadung.
What greeted us was a structure right at the foothill of the peak, as the first descending slope touches the plain. The two-storey wooden building was constructed in way that resembled a woman with arms akimbo, which I learned was a traditional Teduray design.
I could almost picture out the woman from the building, with her eyes looking at the verdant expanse and her back against the
The building took nearly a year to finish by 100 Teduray men and women through bayanihan spirit. The upper level has been fixed to accommodate visitors, like us, who might have to spend the night while the ground level was converted into a school.
Two-meter long benches, equidistant to one another, were lined up in the middle of the school, with the solid earth for its floor. A dangerously-tilting makeshift stage supports the blackboard.
In the corner, traditional Teduray weapons and tools like the sundang (bolo), klung (shield), laya (woven basket), kubing and agong, both musical instruments, were displayed.
Here, high school graduate Ronald Benito has been teaching children ages 6-10 years old the rudiments of reading, writing, and counting. Only 29 years old, Benito was trained by the LCDI to ably teach the indigenous-based curriculum.
The goal, he said, is to instill their identity in the children’s minds so they wouldn’t get swallowed up when they enter the mainstream multi-grade system.
“They are afraid because they could not cope up in the multi-grade system,” he said.
Each class begins with the sagfad, a prayer for peace, followed by a Teduray song, inged gey freneken. Even the song “Bayan Ko” was translated into Teduray.
Teduray folklores, fables and myths, make a major part of the class; the story of Matalgo, for example, and bitun, the origins of the Teduray. An hour is also allotted each day to learn practical survival and hunting according to the ways of the Teduray in the jungles of Kansad Gadung.
“The concept is learning by doing, and making it more fun,” Benito said. “We talk about how to care for the environment.”
I wrote:
It’s still 4:00 a.m. The roosters in their backyard have not yet crowed. But 9-year old John Paul Mokudaf’s house is already a bustle of activity. His mother is hunkered down at the kitchen, her face near the palayok, blowing life into the fading flames. Only the young ones remained sleeping.
In about an hour, John Paul and her sister Judy Ann, who’s in kiddie 1, would start the three-hour walk to the school. It’s not a leisurely stroll along the boulevard, either. The morning fog renders it almost impossible to see beyond two feet while the roads are slippery and the grasses are moist from the dew. One wrong step and they could end up with a bum ankle or worse, roll down the steep incline.
The sharp blades of the nearly six-foot high cogon grasses continuously bite into their faces and arms. John Paul and Judy Ann occasionally look down, shielding their eyes from the danger.
At 10 minutes before class time, almost without fail, John Paul and Judy Ann are already in their benches, picking off the sludge that caked on their feet and slippers.
“Every time, when I come to class they are already there waiting for me even though I only sleep upstairs,” Benito said.
When asked why he didn’t stop schooling despite the difficulties, John Paul replied: “So I could learn what I must do and think for myself.”
His perseverance paid off as John Paul was adjudged as the class valedictorian during the graduation rites.
That’s not the end of his troubles, though. Graduating from grade school meant he will now walk for nearly five hours at Sitio Lahangkab, where the elementary school is located.
“I can do it,” John Paul said, his face set and his eyes steady.
But the school building has far more significance than just giving the Teduray children an education. The
The Tedurays treat the forest almost as the last frontier and they were not about to give an inch against the loggers.
“We set up traps in the forest for the loggers who enter without permission,” he said, pausing before adding, “They also kill us when we prevent them from cutting the trees.”
While the men shed blood for the blue mountain as its present protectors, the children would ensure its future. Saliga said they need to learn to read and write so one day they, too, would continue the fight to keep Kansad Gadung through the ancestral domain claim.
The school and the justice hall, built a few meters from each other, serve as the fortress of the Tedurays. Even though tradition compels the Tedurays to live far from each other, both buildings are always filled with people.
The cicadas started to sing as the dusk and fog enfolded both buildings. The emerald peak loomed at the distance, slowly disappearing beneath the gloomy miasma.
As we lay down on the hard wooden floors, I heard Saliga crept into the room cradling the banig (weaved mat) on his left arm. He stood near the windows and I could hardly make out his shape in the dark.
“That’s Kansad Gadung,” Saliga whispered, pointing to the unlit forest from behind the wooden jalousies of the school building. “We’re prepared to die to protect our home.”
Silent movie
May 23, 2007I had a fight with an old lady yesterday and we clashed without words. At least nothing I could understand anyway.
And before you pull up your skirts and pummel me with your umbrellas, listen. Hear me my cause, as Mark Anthony would say. Here's what happened:
I took a bus from my hotel in Phra Kanong towards the skytrain going to downtown Bangkok. The bus was supposed to have been airconditioned but let's just say that its prime was when Jose Rizal was still in shorts and playing with his uncircumcised Simon. So I was sitting beside this old lady who appears to be sleeping. I was really perspiring because of the midday heat. No, make that soaked.
I looked up and the two nozzles from the aircon was angled towards her. Those were supposed to be for two people right? So I reached up and rotated one of the nozzles towards me. It's still hot but thank God for small mercies. After about 10 seconds she opened her eyes to see one of the nozzles off tangent to her own skewed point of view; to my surprise she reached out and shifted my end of the nozzle back to her and went back to sleep. WTF!?!
It was like a bad silent movie because we did the dance without words. I reached up again and of course, old lady or not, take back what's mine. She looked up and reached up again. Before doing that however, she tsked me like it was my fault. Whoa! It's on! We're out of the silent movie and fast forward many years past technicolor to dolby surround where the words fuck and shit from two-bit actors' mouths are more the rule than the exception.
So I reached up again and told her, "ayaw lagi soloha ang aircon, ka laog ba nimo oi (don't be so selfish and hog all the airconditioner)." Did she back down? No. She instead reached up again and recited a long litany in Thai. I guess it must have translated to "fucking tourists."
I yielded and let her have all the aircon. I noticed however that she forgot where she was sitting — between the wall of the bus and myself. I was looking forward while my peripheral vision was on her. I knew it was her time to disembark when she started fixing herself up. The next bus stop I could see was about 10 meters away. So I pretended to sleep, leaning forward to the seat facing me to block her way.
She was tapping me desperately, the bus stop I guessed was about five meters away. I looked at her and asked: "Unsa man? Wa ko kasabot nimo. Unsa imo ginasulti, binisaya ra gud beh (What? I don't understand what you're saying. Can you please speak to me in visayan)."
Oops. There goes her bus stop.
She stood up after me and rung the bell. She was really irate I could tell by the way she was speaking loudly on the bus attracting the attention of everybody else. I deliberately reached up real slow — so she could see what I was doing — to the aircon nozzle above me. I closed my eyes and could still her shrill voice.
Ah, music to my ears.
Bitoy’s funniest
May 17, 2007The other day, I went with my Thai translator to the refugee camp. The entrance to the camp is "protected" by a military checkpoint to monitor who are going in and out. Supposedly, the camp is a haven for drug pushers and criminals as well as illegal immigrants that the military is "forced" to secure it.
So we hiked a few meters towards the camp and asked for permission to go in. The translator, who learned how to speak English by watching movies and reading books, explained to the guards on duty our reasons for visiting the camp and what we intend to do.
The Thai soldier who listened to us waved his hands in dismissal. No, we're not allowed to enter the camp. From what I could sense, his reasons for not letting us in is personal. I just don't think he liked us. He just waved us off like a fly over a turd. It's unfair, I know but I couldn't do a damn thing about it.
So we hang around the supermarket, waiting for his shift to end. It was about 8:00 a.m. so we figured we come back in the afternoon and maybe our luck will hold in and we won't find him there. At around 3:00, we came back to the camp relieved to see that the soldier was no longer there. We approached the youngest-looking soldier manning the checkpoint and explained to him the situation. He looked over my credentials and my passport and I knew I was going in.
At that moment, the soldier who didn't like us popped out of nowhere. He pointed at us, his long rifle menacingly pointed halfway to the ground, and shouted gibberish. "Waya waya waya waya," at least that's what it sounded to me anyway. I glanced at my translator to explain to me what the soldier was saying but he only looked agitated before telling me in a low voice:
"Run."
So I did. I sprinted out of there quick as a flash and bracing for the bullets to hit my head. After some time, I noticed that I was running alone. I risked a peek back thinking that he was arrested or worse, killed. But what I saw unnerved me more than those two scenarios.
He was walking casually towards me and the fucking worm was laughing.
When he caught up to me, all he said was. "Funny, yes? Hahahaha"
Apparently, I didn't know I was the victim in Bitoy's funniest videos. I swear I could have socked his smirking face right there. I have a healthy sense of humor but that was just sick. To think I felt bad that I ran like that and leaving him.
So I laughed.
Hahahaha.
And fired his cheap ass.
Switzerland my ass
Whew! a lot has happened since I've been here. I'm in Chiang Mai now near the border of Burma and some 14-16 by bus hours from Bangkok. Chiang Mai is a beautiful city. Perfect for sightseeing and picture-taking with its old cities and temples that have been preserved up to this time. You couldn't walk a few meters without seeing something new. And you have to walk here unless you ride their weird mini-buses, which is more like a pick-up truck restyled by some mad scientist to carry passengers on its back. Like a jeepney gone wrong. The signboards are in Thai so I don't really know where they're going.
It's a good thing that many Thais here speak English though the journey here is quite an adventure in itself. Asking for directions from people along the way who just continue to speak to you in Thai even if you say you don't understand. Like if they continue to talk, you will eventually understand what they're saying. Then another Thai comes along to join in the conversation, then another, then another. Until you realize that you're surrounded by smiling Thais all talking at the same time. Yeah, like THAT would help me understand them better. It felt like in a twilight zone episode. Or better yet, the children of the corn.
Before coming here, I was in Petchabun. It was billed as "Little Switzerland" by some enterprising tour agent. The brochure said that it's surrounded by forested hills and mountains. With its cold weather, it's supposed to be a cool retreat for cynical travellers who want to see the true Thailand not synonymous to Bangkok.
Like hell!
If that was Switzerland, then I don't want to go there. Petchabun is hotter than Fat Bastard's armpits. The map shows a lake but when I get there, i see only a canal made murkier by the perpetual heavy dew. This is rainy season so maybe I'm overreacting. Maybe it's better there during the cold months. But I don't know.
The only interesting thing that happened to me there was when I inadvertently ordered coffee where the rich foreigners converge. The place apparently was called "Farang's corner," farang is the thai word for foreigner. I met an Englishman and sparked a conversation with him. He told me a lot about Petchabun and Chiang Mai and his life story, too. He also told me something I didn't initially notice about Petchabun — there are almost no boys there. He said it's quite easy to get girls there into bed with you for free because of the shortage. Well, there is one teeny-weeny problem: you have to speak Thai first so good luck with that.
And he didn't pay for my coffee. Cheap English bastard.
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